an cafe – escapism

English:

I knew somewhere in my heart that something like happiness wouldn’t continue
But these feelings of liking you won’t change Goodbyeee forever to the fun daysô

From today, I’m alone I have to live without your smiling face
Thinking about all about those sad things I’ve put a question mark on the meaning of living

ah I wanted to be with you forever so don’t leave me behind
ah Forever Wasn’t there from the begining, was it
ah I’m getting scared I’m walking the answerless road single-mindedly
ah I really loved you

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can’t laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy

Being entrapped everyday by the sweet temptations, drugs, and women I thought it doesn’t matter
With some girl I don’t know that I met at a club I picked my drug and had ectasy sex

ah I name my beloved pet that I have only for tonight
ah Slutty bunny Shaking your hips up and down just like I thought you would
ah Enchant me With your rhymical dancing
ah my baby Tonight was a perfect tone

Those days that the two of us followed our whims
Were contrarily not a lie I told myself
I keep fighting Between the loneliness and the solitude
The weakling ran away from the reason

When has it become so easy to cry I want to laugh I want to laugh Next to you
I can’t laugh anymore Painful Sad I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness Quietly Quietly I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over I want to disappear I want to die I want to go crazy
You said some everyday words to me again Thank you Thank you I love you
At that place that we met By myself Only me Will fall

Romaji:

shiawase nante tsudzukanai koto
kokoro no dokoka de wakattemashita
suki na kimochi kawaranai kedo
tanoshii hibi yo towa ni sayounaraa~!

kyou kara boku wa hitoribotchi de
anata no egao nashi de ikinakya
sonna kanashii koto bakka kagaeru to
ikiteru imi ni gimonfu utsu yo

ah zutto issho ni itakatta no ni oiteikanaide
ah eien nante saisho kara nakatta ndane
ah kowakunaru yo kotae no nai michi hitasura aruku
ah shinken ni koi wo shitetanda

itsu datte naku no wa kantan de
waraitai waraitai kimi no soba de
mou warau koto wa dekinai yo ne
setsunai kanashii aitai
omoide to kanashimi dakikakae
shizuka ni shizuka ni ochite yuku
ki ga tsukeba namida afureteiru
kietai shinitai kuruitai

amai yuuwaku, kusuri, onna ni
hamaru mainichi doudemo ii yo to
club de shiriatta shiranai onna to
kusuri wo kimete ekusuta sekkusu

ah konya gentei no itoshii pet ni namae tsukete
ah midara na usagi jouge ni koshi futte omou ga mama ni
ah boku ni misete yo kimi no rhythmical na dancing wo
ah my baby konya wa zekkouchou

futoshita shunkan ni ukabu futari no hibi wo
kesshite uso de nai yo to jibun ni iikikasete
tatakai tsudzuketeiru sabishisa to kodoku ni
yowamushi wo riyuu ni nigete

itsu datte naku no wa kantan de
waraitai waraitai kimi no soba de
mou warau koto wa dekinai yo ne
setsunai kanashii aitai
omoide to kanashimi dakikakae
shizuka ni shizuka ni ochite yuku
ki ga tsukeba namida afureteiru
kietai shinitai kuruitai
arifureta kotoba de mou ichi do
arigato arigato daisuki de(su)
futari ga deatta kono dokoka ni
hitori de boku dake ochite yuku